Right off the bat I will say that I am sorry this is so long, but if you read all this, thank you.I started having nightmares about two years ago. These dreams are constant. There have been nights I haven't slept. The dreams always have the same element in them. Her. I have nothing else to call her but that. The girl that is always in my dreams has long, black hair. She has on the same clothes every dream, though they seem to get grimier and bloodier. She wears a gray long sleeve sweater with three purple stripes and jeans that have a rip in the knee. The worst part is her eyes and neck. Her eyes are solid black, no color at all. It's like she is wearing sclera contacts. Her neck is stitched on all the way around. I have three prominet dreams I am going to talk about this.  This is my frist dream and it still seems like it just had the dream right night. It started normal. My mother and step-father were at the hospital, in the dream my mother was pregnant with twins. For some reason my sister and I had a baby sitter who was abotu twenty. My little sister is four at this time, in the dream she wanted a pop cycle. The baby sitter said no, she then went into my mom's room and I followed her.  Then we got into a argument, then the girl with black hair shows up in the cornor of the room and is whispering to me to kill the baby sitter. And I did. It was with a phone cord and it was so real. I could feel her struggle, then I felt her die in my arms. The evil girl just laughed and said "Well done." that is when I woke up. The next dream I was a few months later and took place in a house I lived in years ago with my father.  The house had a basement with one window that was really high up and not big at all, the only thing you can see from the indow is the grass. The dream starts off as it is storming really bad outside. My friends had made a circle of charis and we were sitting there talking. Then someone is knocking on that little window, my friends convince me to open it. She crawls in. She kills everyone but me. I couldn't move. I sat and saw all my friends die. Then she said to me, "See ya soon." and crawled out.I don't know what to do about these dreams they haven't stopped. I tried sleeping pills, that doesn't help me because then I can't wake up. It has gotten worse the past few months. One day I was running a trail and I saw Her. She was watching me. Hehh, I have never ran so fast.About six months ago a big snow came through my aera. From my living room, you can see to the den and see the front door. Often times we fall asleep in the living room watching movies, well my dad was asleep in there that night. I slept walked out side in the snow in nothing but a night shirt. At some point dad woke up and went outside to smoke. When he came out he saw me in the foot of snow and yelled. I don't remember any of these. He didn't tell me about it until a month later. The weird part is that I some how the deadbolt and the chain lock were still locked. To this day we don't know how I got outside. If you have any advice I would greatly welcome it. Thank you-Syd

Has anything else strange been happening along with these dreams? You mentioned sleep walking...anything else? Has anything strange been going on while awake? How old are you at present?There are a number of things this could be. But, without further information it would really be a throw of the dart to try and pinpoint. The trick is figuring out where it comes from - you or some outside force. It definately appears to be feeding off of you in some way. If so, you need to cut off its source. Again, it hard to say.One harmless thing you can try is setting up some sacred space in your room where you sleep. Making wards on your windows and door by tracing a symbol that you feel is sacred and protective by dipping your finger in salt water and tracing it. While doing this, keep in your mind what the purpose is, protection from these energies / entities. Burning sage as a cleansing excersize also works to get rid of negative energy. You light the sage and blow out the flame letting it give off a little smoke. Walk the perimeter of the room with it.

Brad Steiger has authored a trilogy of paranormal research books on what he calls "the Shadow World". If you can find the iTunes episode of Beyond Reality Radio (hosted years ago by Jason & Grant from SyFy's Ghost Hunters show) where he is interviewed on the matter, you will hear of at least two accounts similar to yours. There may be another interview on Jim Marrs' site (free info, ftw).In a nutshell, you're being attacked. Follow GodlyPunk's sound advice on putting up your shields. While you still have free thought, confront "Her" or send her away. Your spirit your body = your soul. You are more powerful than "Her" because of this, and I implore you to not be friends with it. There are beings of Light and Goodness that'll take it from there. Don't put up with anyone or anything's crap - you have your lifetime to enjoy. Blessed be, Ms Kaelyn.

that is tricky........ i don't know what to say.

coo, well what i can i say? looking at the middle dream first i am going to talk symbolically here to start with, first if we were to interpret the dream, the house represents you, the circle of chairs with your freinds is just that , your circle, the company you keep, the window represents you're views, and the fact it is storming outside is showing you the turmoil you are in, and the fact you were unable to move indicates the powerlessness you are feeling, as in you are afraid as you are losing the control of the situation,  as you went against the advice of you're friends in the dream and let her in, you set yourself up to be alienated, and alone, [but you are not], as for the first dream, the fact you killed the babysitter with telephone cord, to me it says that you are having a difficult time in comunicating you're feelings and expressing you're emotions, do you keep things bottled up, did you grow up and have high expectations of yourself, are you hard on yourself? and last but not least, the episode of being outside, sleepwalking is not as uncommon a thing to happen if you are experiencing extreme mental stress, and by the sound of you're dreams this is a distinct possiblity, but how you got out there is the mystery, is there any other way it could have happened,? having said all this i am going to agree with godlypunk, and spiritecho, you are obviously under somesort of psychic attack, and the fact some of you're dreams start normally it could be whats called a dreamstalker, yes there is stuff on the web about it....and finally the one time i "sleptwalked" wasn't it turned out that i am an abductee and "them up there" did not put me back where i was, but i am not going to suggest such a thing for you, unless there is other stuff you have not mentioned....

I am sixteen now. I have woken up with cuts and weird bruises.

I don't know how to stand up to her. Help?-Thanks

http://sn123w.snt123.mail.live.com/att/GetAttachment.aspx?tnail=0&messageId=a5ef939f-986d-11e0-875e-00237de4738c&Aux=4|0|8CDFA9190E35F10||0|0|0|0||&maxwidth=220&maxheight=160&size=Att  This is new. Let me know if it doesn't work. I woke up sore and it was there. I'm starting to forget things, and lose chunks of time.

When I had that dream about my friends, I was going through a tough time. I blamed the dream on that, but now I am in a very good place in my life and still have the dreams and am now seeing her in person. I am not sure what I can do. I saw her a week or so ago, that was when I started to forget things and lost time. I can not tell you what I did or where I was.

That was to monica1968

Miss Kaelyn, what I understand is that you've overcome something awful, but you're being haunted by what could be the thing that started it. The way to stand up to your monster is by doing things like what GodlyPunk suggested to you. Let me emphasise that the opposite to that monster is mostly known as a Guardian Angel (there are other friendly helpful beings; faeries, spirit animals).  It is your right and privilege to do things like pray, wish, magick, and shout "God, help me! Bad girl, go away and never bother me again!" anytime, especially when dealing with nasty things like "her", because you're good. And because you're good, getting help from family, friends, and Higher Powers forces the bad things to go away. That's the Truth.So light a candle, shine a flashlight, or imagine yourself glowing like the Sun, and may you be blessed with happiness Sydney.

You're so not alone, girl. You can watch this on NetFlix or elsewhere online. Does your family know?http://www.aetv.com/psychic-kids/about/index.jsp

My mom does but only because she'd found drawings I'd done of her. I was thinking about posting a few but I'm not sure yet.

It really sounds to me like she is the manifestation of some trauma that you don't concioiusly remember. I am not saying that she is not an actual entity, I am just playing devil's advocate. (No pun intended.) If she is trauma then you need to seriously work on uncovering what that is. Some good "talk therapy" can help you there. Often we do not remember things until we begin to talk of them, kind of like picking at a wound. It may bleed, but the bleeding is cleansing and will in the end lead to healing.As you say you are beginning to encounter her in real time this would give you the opportunity, if she is an actual separate entity, to tell her to get the heck out of your life. Surround yourself with light and love, lots of good friends, living things, fill your life with everything that is the antithisis of this negative being. Ignore her. These things also can help with the trauma scenario too, but it is a lot harder to ignore a part of yourself than it is to ignore an non corporeal beingwho for some reason has decided to make your life hell.But do try talking to someone about your experiences. If you uncover no underlying trauma then no harm no foul, you will know then that you need to take the other road and work at ridding your life of this interloper. Don't give up, and don't stay quiet. Battle is never quiet.Oh, also, before I forget. Keep a diary. A very detailed diary of everyday you live. Talk about times and places, people, feelings, experiences, especially as they pertain to "her". You may find a trigger that will lead you to discover why you and she are connected, entity or self makes no difference for this exercise. I and many others have used this tool to help clarify why and when certain things happen. 

I do keep a journal. When I do see her I can't talk, I'm terrified. I just freeze and/or black out. Everyone keeps saying to surrond my self with light and thank you everyone that helps me alot, I am trying that but honestly I am not sure.  I am afriad to talk to family because I don't want to get put back into a hospital and therapy again. That is why I am looking for help here.

ooh, my, well i do have an idea, and the fact you have missing time and the fact you were found outside with no explanation is leading me down one train of thought....but i cant rush into that decision without more info....having said that....i am getting a feeling that you too have an idea but unsure how to proceed..i also think you are a sensitive soul..just a feeling i could be wrong...and i get that you are probably pretty mature for your age...trust your instinct, your gut reaction what is it telling you?...even if the answer seems incredible...there are a wonderful bunch of people here who are in the same boat....if there is anything you need to know...dont hesitate to ask...i am emailing a couple of people at the moment who are in the same boat....if you want to speak privately i will post my email address, i will leave the offer open and any thing you tell me is in total confidence, tkae care sydney [ps just an afterthought...things only happen to us that we can cope with the good lord makes sure of it....you are stronger than you think, and you are also now part of a smallish minority who have had the ability to see beyond the veil, and although scary now it does get better i promise you, and very soon you may even come to embrace the fact you have these abilities] all the best.

You need help of both the spiritual and medical varieties. Having therapy will not land you in hospital unless you are in danger of harming yourself. Also, there are a lot of medical conditions that manifest with just the type of "hallucinations" you are having. I am not saying your experiences aren't real, just that every angle needs to be explored. I don't know if you have had an "all inclusive" physical but it should be a good place to start. (sounds as tho your family went straight to the crazy diagnosis) Because no matter where your visitor eminates from she is detrimental to your health and well being.Also find a spiritual advisor. A priest, minister, or a shaman. Those are people who can, if they are the right sort, listen to you without judgement. You can speak safely to them, again, if they are the right sort.Find a therapist who has personal spiritual beliefs and is open minded. ASK THEM right up front. If they are not, walk out the door. You need help to deal with the trauma stemming from your encounters with this entity. Also, there are certain drugs that absolutely turn off the part of the brain that connects us with our psychic abilities. I am guessing that she won't be able to bother you if you find the right one. So that is an area you may want to explore. I took some for a while when I was in crisis and then when I was stronger I weaned off of them. But, if my problems should return, I have no problem going back on medication until I work out situation again.Also, it is not enough to just keep your journal, you need to examine it carefully. Lay out a chart with dates, times, places, people, food, drink and things. In that way, as I said before you may find what triggers your episodes with the entity. In my experience there is almost always a trigger. Please, please, please do not be afraid of therapy. If you had suffered continued beatings everyday over a period of time, wouldn't you get help to deal with the emotional trauma that had caused? Your experiences are no different. You are being traumatized every time this entity appears to you.  It really is time to FIGHT back.

oooh jaguar those magic words of there are meds to blockout this sort of thing can you please list a couple for me....no joke....i was offered some antipsychotic ones briefly before i had an assessment on my state of mind....as they said there was nothing wrong mentally  with me....but couldn't account for my experiences it was left at that....hmm so if ther are some out there i may be able to suggest it to the doc many thanks monica

Most if not all of the advice here is good for you. There are believers and those who will immediately say that it is all in your mind. It is always a possibility that it is one or the other. From your descriptions of the events it could even be abduction syndrome. It would be hard to tell as others have said, But you are far from alone and it would be good for you to test what is happening to you. If you have access to a camcorder I would leave it recording while you sleep and see if you can capture anything. If you dont get any evidence it will be difficult if not impossible to convince any medical proffessional that what you are experiencing is real. Even if you do capture footage of something unusual there are those that will say you have faked the evidence!! You have to rely on your own strength and do not be defeated by what ever this is. You are obviously an intelligent and strong young lady and need to remember that no matter what it is that is attacking you as a member of the human species you are a powerful being and capable of surviving the most dificult of scenarios. We have proven that throughout history and even before written history. Be strong and do not let any being be your downfall!!!! Stand up to your fear and use the greatest tool you have (you) to be rid of whatever this is that has caused you so much pain. Knowledge is a great addition to internal strength, so get on the internet and do research to find cases that match your own. Some of what other people have encountered could apply to you and help you to get to the source of the problem. I do think that you came to the right place to meet with people who would have the knowledge and experience to make some good suggestions. Good luck to you!!! I wish you the best.

hello gemini how are you doing? my sentiments exactly....i too think its a possible abduction scenario.....waiting for more info if sydney has anything else....but you are so right ...she has found the right place here...and im sure someone can help....i know only too well that waking up to this thing can be traumatic...no-where to turn...or anyone that understands...so very glad i found this site....